[ eddie feels billy's heartrate shift, the way his muscles relax and he presses back under the wall. moments ago, eddie would have growled but now he drops a hand to his side to try to help steady him and hold billy in place. not for the purpose of getting at his neck this time, but so he doesn't fall.
he remembers himself as he swallows the last slow flowing mouthful, tenses because he's just drank enough of billy hargrove's blood to feel normal, not nearly as hungry, again but doesn't know the fucking cost. something's thrumming under his skin, warm and comfortable. that's billy's blood.
he retracts his fangs, knows to lick at the sound and push the liquid coating his fangs into it before they recede and then he's kinda of lost. ] Fuck. [ he can't pull back, can't look at hagrove. he feels frozen in place, terrified. fucked. this is so fucked. ] Fuck. Fuck-- Sorry.
[ if there's any consolation here is that he almost looks like himself, nearly human. pasty but more alive, the fangs gone and the claws not pressing into the fabric of billy's shirt. the ears are there but he's a good facade of a person right now. ] Fuck. I really-- [ oh, that's hysteria coming. ]
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he remembers himself as he swallows the last slow flowing mouthful, tenses because he's just drank enough of billy hargrove's blood to feel normal, not nearly as hungry, again but doesn't know the fucking cost. something's thrumming under his skin, warm and comfortable. that's billy's blood.
he retracts his fangs, knows to lick at the sound and push the liquid coating his fangs into it before they recede and then he's kinda of lost. ] Fuck. [ he can't pull back, can't look at hagrove. he feels frozen in place, terrified. fucked. this is so fucked. ] Fuck. Fuck-- Sorry.
[ if there's any consolation here is that he almost looks like himself, nearly human. pasty but more alive, the fangs gone and the claws not pressing into the fabric of billy's shirt. the ears are there but he's a good facade of a person right now. ] Fuck. I really-- [ oh, that's hysteria coming. ]